Saturday, December 21, 2013
a regular route and you can hail it from any corner
and ride to any corner you want for about fifteen cents, cramped in with
other passengers like on a bus but talking and telling jokes like in a
private car. Mission street that last day in Frisco was a great riot of
construction work, children playing, whooping Negroes coming home from
work, dust, excitement, the great buzzing and vibrating hum of what is
really America’s most excited city---and overhead the pure blue sky and
the joy of the foggy sea that always rolls in at night to make everybody
hungry for food and further excitement. I hated to leave; my stay
lasted sixty odd hours. With frantic Neal I was rushing through the
world without a chance to see it. In the afternoon we were buzzing
towards Sacramento and eastward again. The car belonged to a tall thin fag who was on his way home to Kansas and wore dark glasses and drove with extreme care; the car was what Neal called a “fag Plymouth,”
it had no pickup and no real power. “Effeminate car!” whispered Neal in
my ear. There were two other passengers, a couple, typical halfway
tourists who wanted to stop and sleep everywhere. The first stop would
have to be Sacramento which wasn’t even the faintest beginning of the trip to Denver.
Neal and I sat alone in the backseat and left it up to them and talked.
“Now man that alto man last night had IT---he held it once he
found---I’ve never seen a guy who could hold so long.” I wanted to know
what “IT” meant. “Ah well” laughed Neal “now you’re asking me
im-pon-de-rables - -ahem! Here’s a guy and everybody’s there, right? Up
to him to put down what’s on everybody’s mind. He starts the first
chorus, he lines up his ideas, people yeah, yeah but get it, and then he
rises to his fate and has to blow equal to it. All of a sudden
somewhere in the middle of the chorus he GETS IT---everybody looks up
and knows; they listen; he picks it up and carries. Time stops. He’s
filling empty space with the substance of our lives. He has to blow
across bridges and come back and do it with such infinite feeling for
the tune of the moment that everybody knows it’s not the tune the tune
that counts but IT---“ Neal could go no further; he was sweating telling
about it. Then I began talking; I never talked so much in all my life. I
told Neal that when I
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