Wednesday, December 18, 2013
daughter. When I saw that I was too ashamed to try for the one I really
wanted. I let the leech take me off to the back, where as in a dream, to
the din and roar of further loudspeakers inside, we made the bed bounce
a half hour. It was just a square room with wooden slats and no
ceiling, a bulb hanging from the hall roof, and ikon in the corner, a
washbasin in another. All up and down the dark hall the girls were
calling “Agua, agua caliente!” which means hot water. Frank and Neal
were also out of sight. My girl charged thirty pesos, or about three
dollars and a half, and begged for an extra ten pesos and gave a long
story about something. I didn’t know the value of Mexican money, for all
I knew I had a million pesos, I threw money at her. We rushed back to
dance. A greater crowd was gathered in the street. The cops looked as
bored as usual. Neal’s pretty Venezuelan dragged me through a door and
into another strange bar that apparently belonged to the whore house.
Here a young bartender was talking and wiping glasses and an old man
with handlebar mustache sat discussing something earnestly. And here too
the mambo roared over another loudspeaker. It seemed the whole world
was turned on. Venezuela clung about my neck and begged for drinks. The
bartender wouldn’t give her one. She begged and begged, and when he gave
it to her she spilled it and this time not on purpose for I saw the
chagrin in her poor sunken lost eyes. “Take it easy baby.” I told her. I
had to support her on the stool, she kept slipping off. I’ve never seen
a drunker woman, and only eighteen. I bought her another drink, she
was tugging at my pants for mercy. She gulped it up. I didn’t have the
heart to try her either. My own girl was about thirty and took care of
herself better. Still with Venezuela writhing and suffering in my arms I
had a longing to take her in the back and undress her and only talk to
her---this I told myself. I was delirious with want of her and the other
little dark girl. Poor Gregor, all this time he stood on the brass rail
of the bar with his back to the counter and jumped up and down gladly to
see his three American friends cavort. We bought him drinks. His eyes
gleamed for a woman but he wouldn’t accept any, being faithful to his
wife. Neal thrust money at him. In this swelter of mad-
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