Thursday, December 19, 2013
his car, U-turned, and threw a parting sally at the little boy. “When I
was your age I was confident too. My mud pies were marvels of
architecture. Eh?” Brierly and the little boy disappeared around the
corner slowly then we heard him shoot the car ahead to businesslike
affairs and he was gone. Then Neal and I and Frank got in the old heap
that was waiting for us on the curb and slammed all the loose doors
together and turned to say goodbye to Beverly. Ed was riding with us to
his house outside town. Beverly was beautiful that day: her hair was
long and blond and Swedish, her freckles showed in the sun. She looked
exactly like the little girl she had been. There was a mist in her eyes.
She might join us later with Ed…but she didn’t. Goodbye, goodbye. We
roared off. We left Ed in his yard on the plains outside town and raised
a cloud of dust. I looked back to watch Ed White recede on the plain.
That strange guy stood there for a full two minutes watching US recede
on the plain and thinking God knows what sorrowful thoughts. He grew
smaller and smaller, till all I could see was a spot---and still he
stood motionless with one hand on a wash line like a captain with his
shrouds and watched us. Neal and Frank sat in front talking excitedly
but I was twisted around to see more of Ed White till there was nothing
of the human except a growing absence in space, and what space it was,
the eastward view towards Kansas that led all the way back to my home in
Long Island in a mystery of ever-swallowing spaces. “Ed is still
watching us” I told them up front. We took a sudden left and I saw no
more of Ed White. I had missed him on the boat and I had missed him
here. Now we pointed our rattly snout South and headed for Castle Rock
Colorado as the sun turned red and turned the rock of the mountains to
the West to look like a a Brooklyn brewery in November dusks. Far up in
the purple shades of the rock there was someone walking, walking, but we
could not see; maybe that old man with the white hair I had sensed
years ago up in the peaks. But he was coming closer to me, if only ever
just behind. And Denver receded back of us like the city of salt, her
smokes breaking up in the air and dissolving to our sight. It was May:
and how can homely afternoons in Colorado with its farms and
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