Sunday, December 22, 2013
“I didn’t think you’d actually do it. You’ve finally come to me.” “Yep” I
said “Everything fell apart in my family. How are things in yours?”
“Not so good, not so good. But we’ve got a million things to talk about.
Jack the time has fi-nally come for us to talk and get with it.” We
agreed it was about time and went in. Now my arrival was somewhat like
the arrival of the strange and most evil Angel in the home of the
snow-white fleece, as Neal and I began talking excitedly in the kitchen
downstairs and this brought forth sobs from upstairs. Everything I said
to Neal was answered with a wild whispering shuddering “Yes!” Carolyn
knew what was going to happen. Apparently Neal had been quiet a few
months; now the angel had arrived and he was going mad again. “What’s
the matter with her?” I whispered. He said “She’s getting worse and
worse, man, she cries and makes tantrums, won’t let me out to see Slim
Gaillard, gets mad every time I’m late; then when I stay home she won’t
talk to me and says I’m an utter beast.” He ran upstairs to soothe her. I
heard Carolyn yell “You’re a liar, you’re a liar, you’re a liar” I took
the opportunity to examine the very wonderful house they had. It was a
two-story crooked rickety wooden cottage in the middle of the tenements
right on top of Russian Hill with a view of the Bay; it had four rooms,
three upstairs and one immense sort of basement kitchen downstairs. The
kitchen door opened onto a grassy court where wash lines were. In back of
the kitchen was a storage room where Neal’s old shoes still were caked
an inch thick with Texas mud from the night the Hudson got stuck at
Hempstead near the Brazos River. Of course the Hudson was gone; Neal
hadn’t been able to make further payments on it. He had no car at all
now. Their second baby was accidentally coming. It was a horrible
tragedy to hear Carolyn sobbing so. We couldn’t stand it and went out to
buy beer and brought it back to the kitchen. Carolyn finally went to
sleep or spent the night staring blankly at the dark. I had no idea what
was really wrong except perhaps Neal had driven her mad after all.
After my last leaving of Frisco he had gone crazy over Louanne again and
spent months haunting her apartment on Divisadero where every night she
had a different sailor in and he
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