Monday, December 23, 2013
in the night; the same Negroes plied the shovel and sang. Old Big Slim
Hubbard had once worked on the Algiers as a ferry deckhand; this made me
think of Mississippi Gene too; and as the river poured down from
mid-America by starlight I knew, I knew like mad that everything I had
ever known and would ever know was One. Strange to say, too, that night
we crossed the ferry with Bill Burroughs, a girl committed suicide off
the deck; either just before or just after us; we saw it in the paper
the next day. The girl was from Ohio; she might as well have come
floating down to New Orleans on a log, and saved her soul. We hit all
the dull bars in the Latin Quarter with Bill and went back home at
midnight. That night Louanne took everything in the books: she took tea,
goofballs, benny, liquor and even asked Bill for a shot of M, which of
course he didn’t give her. She was so saturated with elements of all
kinds that she came to a standstill and stood goofy on the porch with
me. It was a wonderful porch Bill had. It ran clear around the house. By
moonlight, with the willows, it looked like an old Southern mansion
that had seen better days. In the house Joan sat reading the want ads in
the kitchen; Bill was in the bathroom taking a fix, clutching his old
black necktie in his teeth for a tourniquette and jabbing with the
needle into his scrawny arm with the thousand holes; Al Hinkle was
sprawled out with Helen in the massive master bed that Bill and Joan
never used; Neal was rolling tea; and Louanne and I imitated Southern
aristocracy. “Why Miss Lou, you look lovely and most fetching tonight.”
“Why thank you, Crawford, I sure do appreciate the nice things you say.”
Doors kept opening around the crooked porch and members of our sad
drama in the American night kept popping out to find out where everybody
was. Finally I took a walk alone to the levee. I wanted to sit on the
muddy bank and dig the Mississipi River; instead of that I had to look
at it with my nose against a wire fence. When you start separating the
people from their rivers what have you got? “Bureaucracy!” says Bill; he
sits with Kafka on his lap; the lamp burns above him; he snuffs. His old
house creaks. And the Montana log rolls by in the big black river of
the night. “T’aint nothing but bureaucracy. And Unions!
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