Wednesday, December 18, 2013
THERE because it’s ALWAYS hot the year round and she knows nothing of
non-sweat, she was born with sweat and dies with sweat.” The sweat on
her little brow was heavy, sluggish, it didn’t run, it just stood there
and gleamed like a fine olive oil. “What that must do to their souls?
How different they must be in their evaluations and wishes!” Neal drove
on with his mouth hanging in awe, ten miles an hour, desirous to see
every possible human being on the road. We climbed and climbed. The
vegetation grew more riotous and dense. A woman sold pineapples in front
of her roadhut. We stopped and bought some at a fraction of a penny;
she sliced them with a bolo knife. They were delicious and juicy. Neal
gave the woman an entire peso which must have been a month’s
satisfaction for her. She gave no sign of joy but merely accepted the
money. We realized there were no stores to buy anything in. “Damn, I
wish I could give somebody something!” As we climbed the air finally
grew colder and the Indian girls on the road wore shawls over their
heads and shoulders. They hailed us desperately; we stopped to see. They
wanted to sell us little pieces of rock crystal. Their great brown
innocent eyes looked into ours with such a soulful intensity that not
one of us had the slightest sexual thought about them; moreover they
were very young, some of them eleven and looking almost thirty. “Look at
those eyes!” breathed Neal. They were like the eyes of the Virgin
Mother must have been when she was a child. We saw in them the tender
and forgiving gaze of Jesus. And they stared unflinching into ours. We
rubbed our nervous blue eyes and looked again. Still they penetrated us
with sorrowful and hypnotic gleam. When they talked they suddenly became
frantic and almost silly. In their silence they were themselves.
“They’ve only recently learned to sell these crystals, since the hiway
was about ten years back---up until that time this entire nation must
have been silent.” The girls yammered around our doors. One particularly
soulful child gripped at Neal’s sweaty arm. She yammered in Indian. “Ah
yes, ah yes dear one” said Neal tenderly and almost sadly as he got out
of the car and went fishing around the battered trunk in the back---the
same old tortured American trunk---and pulled out
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