Saturday, December 21, 2013
which I had walked many and many a lost night the previous months of the
summer, singing and moaning and eating the stars and dropping the
juices of my heart drop by drop on the hot tar night, Neal suddenly hove
up behind us in the stolen Plymouth and began tooting and tooting and
crowding us over and screaming. The cabby’s face grew white. “Just a
friend of mine” I said. Neal got disgusted with us and suddenly shot
ahead ninety miles an hour and we watched his sad red tail-light
vanishing towards the unseen mountains throwing spectral dust across the
exhaust. Then he turned in at Johnny’s road and almost filled the ditch
and took another right and pulled up in front of the house; just as
suddenly took off again, u-turned and went back towards town as we got
out of the cab and paid the fare. A few moments later as we waited
anxiously in the dark yard he returned with still another car, a
battered coupe, stopped it in a cloud of dust in front of the house and
just staggered out and went straight into the bedroom and flopped dead
drunk on the bed. And there we were with a stolen car right on our
doorstep. I had to wake him up, I couldn’t get the car started myself
and dump it somewhere far off. He stumbled out of bed wearing just his
jockey shorts and we got in the car together---while the kids giggled
from the windows---and went bouncing and flying straight over the
corn-rows at the end of the road till finally the car couldn’t take any
more and stopped dead under an old cottonwood near the old mill. “Can’t
go any further” said Neal simply and got out and started walking back
over the cornfield, about a half mile, in his shorts. We got back to the
house and he went to sleep. Everything was in a horrible mess, all of
Denver, Clementine, cars, children, poor Johnny, the living room
splattered with beer and cans and I simply went to sleep myself. A
cricket kept me awake for some time. At night in this part of the West
the stars, as I had seen them in Wyoming, are big as roman candles and
as lonely as the prince who’s lost his ancestral home and journeys
across the spaces trying to find it again, and he knows he never will.
So they slowly wheeled the night and then long before the ordinary dawn
the great red sun appeared far over entire territorial areas of dun land
towards
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