Wednesday, December 25, 2013
He was being deliberately rude. I remembered the night he wouldn’t let
us have our party in Denver; but I forgave him. I forgave everybody; I
gave up; I got drunk. I began talking moonshine and roses to the
Monsieur’s young wife. She was a real Parisian woman, about thirty five,
sexy and aloof but warm and womanly. I piled indignities to the
ceiling. I drank so much I had to rush out of the booth for a leak every
two minutes, and to do so I had to hop over the Monsieur’s lap.
Everything was falling apart. My stay in San Francisco was coming to an
end. Henri would never talk to me again. It was horrible because I
really loved Henri and I was one of the very few people in the world who
knew what a genuine and grand fellow he was. It would take years for
him to get over with. How disastrous all this was compared to the nights
I wrote him in Ozone Park and planned my red line Route Six across
America. Here I was at the end of America…no more land…and now there was
nowhere to go but back. I determined at least to make my trip a
circular one: I decided then and there to go to Hollywood and back
through Texas to see my bayou gang, then the rest be damned. Temko was
thrown out of Alfred’s. Dinner was over anyway so I joined him, that is
to say, Henri suggested it, and I went off with Temko to drink. We sat
at a table in the Iron Pot and Temko said “Sam,” he said, “I think I’ll
get up and conk him.” “No Jake,” I said, carrying on with the Hemingway
imitation, “just aim from here and see what happens.” We ended up
swaying on a street corner. I never dreamed I’d be back on that same
street corner two years later---and then again three years later. I said
goodbye to Temko. In the morning, as Henri and Diane slept, and as I
looked with some sadness at the big pile of wash Henri and I were
scheduled to do in the Bendix machine in the shack in the back (which
had always been such a joyous sunny operation among the colored women
and with Mr.Snow laughing his head off) I decided to leave. I went out
the porch. “No dammit” I said to myself. “I promised I wouldn’t leave
till I climbed that mountain.” That was the big side of the canyon that
led mysteriously to the Pacific ocean. So I stayed another day. It was
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