Friday, December 27, 2013
tired of this. Ain’t no place to go but Cheyenne and ain’t nothing in
Cheyenne.” “Ain’t nothing in New York.” “Hell there ain’t” she said with
a curl of her lips. The bus station was crowded to the doors. All kinds
of people were waiting for buses or just standing around; there were a
lot of Indians who watched everything with their stony eyes. The girl
disengaged herself from my talk and joined the sailor and the others.
Slim was dozing on a bench. I sat down. The floors of bus stations are
the same all over the country; they’re always covered with butts and
spit and a sadness that only bus stations have. For a moment it was no
different than being in Newark except that I knew the great hugeness
outside that I loved so much. I rued the way I had broken up the purity
of my entire trip, saving very dime and not drinking and not dawdling
and really making time by fooling around with this sullen girl and
spending all my money. It made me sick. I hadn’t slept in so long I got
too tired to curse and fuss and went off to sleep; eventually I curled
up on the entire seat with my canvas bag for a pillow, and in that way
slept till eight o’clock in the morning among the dreamy murmurs and
noises of the station and of hundreds of people passing. I woke up with a
big headache. Slim was gone…to Montana I guess. I went outside. And
there in the blue air I saw for the first time, in hints and mighty
visitation, far off, the great snowy-tops of the Rocky Mountains. I took
a deep breath. I had to go to Denver, at once. First I ate breakfast, a
modest one of toast and coffee and one egg, and then I cut out of town
to the hiway. The Wild West festival was still going on, I left it
behind me: they were having rodeos and the whooping and jumping was
about to start all over again. I wanted to see my gangs in Denver. I
went over a railroad overpass and reached a crossroad of shacks where
two highways forked off, both for Denver. I took the one nearest the
mountains so I could look at them, and pointed myself that way. I got a
ride right off from a young fellow from Connecticut who was driving
around the country in his jalopy painting; he was the son of an editor
in the East. He talked and talked; I was sick from drinking and from the
altitude. At one point I almost had to stick my head out of the window.
But I made it, and by the time
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