Tuesday, December 24, 2013
bug’s name was Neal Cassady and I was off on another spurt around the
road. We packed my sister’s boxes of clothes and dishes and a few chairs
in back of the car and took off at dark, promising to be back in thirty
hours. Thirty hours for a thousand miles North and South. But that’s
the way Neal wanted it. It was a tough trip and none of us noticed it;
the heater was not working and consequently the windshield developed fog
and ice. Neal kept reaching out while driving seventy to wipe it with a
rag and make a hole to see the road. In the spacious Hudson we had
of plenty room for all four of us to sit up front. A blanket covered our laps.
The radio was not working. It was a brand new car bought five days ago
and already it was broken. There was only one installment paid on it too.
Off we went, north to Virginia, on 101, a straight two-lane highway
without much traffic. And Neal talked; no one else talked. He gestured
furiously; he leaned as far as me sometimes to make a point; sometimes
he had no hands on the wheel and yet the car went as straight as an
arrow, not for once deviating the slightest bit from the white line in
the middle of the road that unwound kissing our left front tire. I
didn’t realize this was going to be the case all the way to California
before this new season was over. It was a completely meaningless set of
circumstances that made Neal come and similarly I went off with him for
no reason. In New York I had been attending school and romancing around
with a girl called Pauline, a beautiful Italian honey-haired darling
that I actually wanted to marry. All these years I was looking for the
woman I wanted to marry. I couldn’t meet a girl without saying to
myself, “What kind of wife would she make?” I told Neal and Louanne
about Pauline. Loanne suddenly leaped to the situation. She wanted to
know all about Pauline; she wanted to meet her. We zoomed through
Richmond, Washington, Baltimore and up to Philadelphia on a winding
country road and talked. “I want to marry a girl” I told them “so I can
rest my soul with her till we both get old. This can’t go on all the
time…all this franticness and jumping around. We’ve got to go someplace,
find something.” “Ah now man” said Neal “I’ve been digging you for
years about the HOME and marriage and all those fine won-
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